Tag Archives: trauma

My life

Posted on October 26, 2013 by parkjaesun

All my life has been a struggle, a struggle for something yet also a bit of a waiting game. But I’ve learned over my short years that I should never ever allow myself to trust someone completely or to be … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun says | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

PTSD adoption style

Posted on September 18, 2013 by parkjaesun

“Adoption Loss is the only trauma in the world where the victims are expected by the whole of society to be grateful” – The Reverend Keith C. Griffith, MBE. Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a serious mental condition. You can … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun thinks | Tagged , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Bruises

Posted on August 26, 2013 by parkjaesun

Is life supposed to really feel this hard and difficult like my heart is being crushed and bruised… ♥쟈금은 안녕♥

Posted in Jaesun thinks | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Girl power

Posted on July 28, 2013 by parkjaesun

Enough is enough, that goes for everything and every aspect in life. I may or may not be looking for love right now. I’m in no hurry, a girl can survive and make it on her own without a man … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun thinks | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

몰라요 aka I don’t know

Posted on June 27, 2013 by parkjaesun

I am getting older and with it comes a painful realization (seeing that I am an adult adoptee in reunion with my first family) the older I get the harder it feels; the harder I try to reach out and … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun thinks | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

아파요 or I’m hurting.

Posted on May 10, 2013 by parkjaesun

Omma, I’m hurting inside – the more I tro to move on the more pain I suddenly encounter. I miss you more the more I try convince myself that I’m alright without you and my siblings. I honestly didn’t think … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun thinks | Tagged , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Crazy or not

Posted on February 21, 2013 by parkjaesun

People think I’m weird and crazy when I tell them of my values about love and dating. Maybe it’s just that unexplianble understanding that some adoptees share, having had literally no control of their life. Being poor or jobless while … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun thinks | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Duquet family nearly adopted child fighting for custody

Posted on January 14, 2013 by parkjaesun

It came to may attention that the American Duquet family was hoping to add another addition to their growing family. About 7 months ago the couple was presented with the oppertunity to become legal guardians to an infant girl, that’s … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun thinks | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Unlogical heart

Posted on September 30, 2012 by parkjaesun

I didn’t choose to born, I didn’t choose my parents. And I definitely didn’t choose to be abandoned. My parents ultimately made all the decision that forever would separate me from the family who should have been mine. My father … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun says | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

What’s love

Posted on August 1, 2012 by parkjaesun

Would you ; my readers be surprised if I told hat despite everything that happens I still love them… ? I guess that sort of love never can lead to anthing good, I might love them the rest of my … Continue reading →

Posted in Jaesun thinks | Tagged , , , , , , , | Leave a comment