Tag Archives: trauma

My life

All my life has been a struggle, a struggle for something yet also a bit of a waiting game. But I’ve learned over my short years that I should never ever allow myself to trust someone completely or to be … Continue reading

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PTSD adoption style

“Adoption Loss is the only trauma in the world where the victims are expected by the whole of society to be grateful” – The Reverend Keith C. Griffith, MBE. Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a serious mental condition. You can … Continue reading

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Bruises

Is life supposed to really feel this hard and difficult like my heart is being crushed and bruised… ♥쟈금은 안녕♥

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Girl power

Enough is enough, that goes for everything and every aspect in life. I may or may not be looking for love right now. I’m in no hurry, a girl can survive and make it on her own without a man … Continue reading

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몰라요 aka I don’t know

I am getting older and with it comes a painful realization (seeing that I am an adult adoptee in reunion with my first family) the older I get the harder it feels; the harder I try to reach out and … Continue reading

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아파요 or I’m hurting.

Omma, I’m hurting inside – the more I tro to move on the more pain I suddenly encounter. I miss you more the more I try convince myself that I’m alright without you and my siblings. I honestly didn’t think … Continue reading

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Crazy or not

People think I’m weird and crazy when I tell them of my values about love and dating. Maybe it’s just that unexplianble understanding that some adoptees share, having had literally no control of their life. Being poor or jobless while … Continue reading

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