Tag Archives: post reunion

Lost

Posted on December 5, 2013 by parkjaesun

I feel lost yet again, I stumble in dark… when I look in the mirror the reflection that I used to know and recognize are no longer there. Sometimes I can hear myself speak, but my own voice doesn’t feel … Continue reading →

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Does reunion change things

Posted on November 30, 2013 by parkjaesun

Does reunion nullify or cancel out the years spent with your adoptive family a.k.a forever family..? Sadly it does seem to be that way, when I talk about my Swedish family most people refer to them as my step family … Continue reading →

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Love is

Posted on November 17, 2013 by parkjaesun

I know that mum and dad got my back yet my heart yearns to her my omma’s voice, to glance at appa one last time. To hug my unnis and to laugh with namdongsaeng. I’m very proud of my brother … Continue reading →

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Changes in Korean law

Posted on November 12, 2013 by parkjaesun

Since the governmental shift there has been many legal changes in the Korean law, one concerns Korean adoptees. Especially those who are considering or in the process of becoming Korean citizens. Previously it was not mandatory for Korean adoptees to … Continue reading →

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My life

Posted on October 26, 2013 by parkjaesun

All my life has been a struggle, a struggle for something yet also a bit of a waiting game. But I’ve learned over my short years that I should never ever allow myself to trust someone completely or to be … Continue reading →

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Returning Deja Vu

Posted on October 20, 2013 by parkjaesun

I need to make concious decision once and for all – should I try to settle down where I am or start to prepare and plan to move abroad… ? I know everyones’ lives are hard one way or another … Continue reading →

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Sides of me I still need to perfect

Posted on October 17, 2013 by parkjaesun

I’m rather rancorious to say the least. I’d rather not have quite time I can’t be in large crowds. I can’t preplan and prefers to live in the moment. I’m very stubborn and somewhat of a perfectionist that easily gets … Continue reading →

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I used to be

Posted on September 9, 2013 by parkjaesun

a secret unwanted child ungrateful angry at the world rebel naive shy scared unable to say no mysterious and difficult hard to get to know in doubt of what I want confussed ♥쟈금은 안녕♥

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존댓말

Posted on September 5, 2013 by parkjaesun

Omma I’m sorry, so sorry.  Omma, please forgive me for being a disapointment and a bad bad girl. Onni please I’m sorry if I hurt. Appa, please think of me just a little don’t keep me hidden in the closet … Continue reading →

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Life

Posted on August 3, 2013 by parkjaesun

I thought life would get easier as you get older, but boy was I wrong! The stakes only seems to get higher. I really really don’t want to fall inlove not now or ever. I’m still recovering from reunion experience, … Continue reading →

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