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내가 누구를 어디로

내가 누구를 어디로 . vem är jag , vem vill jag vara egentligen ? who am I really … ? sure I claim to be Korean, but I know I’m not really Korean. Well, I am 100 % Korean by … Continue reading

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Lost

I feel lost yet again, I stumble in dark… when I look in the mirror the reflection that I used to know and recognize are no longer there. Sometimes I can hear myself speak, but my own voice doesn’t feel … Continue reading

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Does reunion change things

Does reunion nullify or cancel out the years spent with your adoptive family a.k.a forever family..? Sadly it does seem to be that way, when I talk about my Swedish family most people refer to them as my step family … Continue reading

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Love is

I know that mum and dad got my back yet my heart yearns to her my omma’s voice, to glance at appa one last time. To hug my unnis and to laugh with namdongsaeng. I’m very proud of my brother … Continue reading

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Changes in Korean law

Since the governmental shift there has been many legal changes in the Korean law, one concerns Korean adoptees. Especially those who are considering or in the process of becoming Korean citizens. Previously it was not mandatory for Korean adoptees to … Continue reading

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My life

All my life has been a struggle, a struggle for something yet also a bit of a waiting game. But I’ve learned over my short years that I should never ever allow myself to trust someone completely or to be … Continue reading

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Conversation with myself

Me: Can you see the similarites now, they are too obvious. You must or else you be blind. Brain: Yes, unfortunately I can see them, they are staring me right in the face. Me:  This has to stop don’t you … Continue reading

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